It’s been quite a while (ok 2 years) since I’ve posted here – life has been crazy and I’ve been incredibly busy with work designing peoples websites, logos, facebook pages and covers and then of course being a mom. But now I’m back and truth be told, I miss blogging. A.lot. I miss having other moms to talk to, to vent to, informing others on certain things and really just being chatty. I love my jobs more than words can ever describe and I wouldn’t change it for anything but blogging is such a wonderful way to connect with others and I need more conversation than just homework, play dates, website colors and layouts. If you are a new reader then please feel free to go back into my old posts and take a look to learn more about me and my family.
However hectic, crazy, busy, overwhelming and chaotic life might be being a mom is still THE best job in the world. The scariest and most time consuming job in the world but still the best and most rewarding. When I was little I always thought about what life would be like when I was a mom. I had fairytales of a happy, calm, typical home – a big white house full of beautiful babies that grow into beautiful children, no fighting between siblings, a clean house at all times (hey, gimme a break…I was like 5!), a husband that worked a normal 9 – 5, endless amount of money in the bank, homework, dinner, family time, baths, stories and bed. Then after all of that, a beautiful thing I like to call sleep. Yeah, I don’t know what I was thinking but I guess when you’re little everything looks easy and you think that life will always be wonderfully perfect and easy.
Life is far from what I thought it would be when I was 5 – I have three semi special needs kids and I work online full time. Need I say more? I can just hear my mothers voice in my head, ‘things could always be worse…someone else always has it harder…’. I know that other people have it harder than I do but I’m living this life – my life – and it is what it is and I’m just trying to make the best of it. Complaining once in a while is normal and expected no matter how rough or easy things are. (Yes, this is me justifying why it’s ok for me to complain.) I hope you will stick around to read and learn more about me and my family as I start my blogging life all over again. I could really use some support with the things that are to come.
Also, bear with me as I finish the new makeover to this site and clean out some of the pages and such. It’ll get done but all things in good time.